Getting so thin that my boyfriend can throw me over his shoulder like nothing.
you know what feels better than eating?
•feeling your hipbones press against your pants
•tracing your fingers down every single rib
•somebody asking if you’ve lost weight
•boys and girls being so intrigued, they can’t stop glancing at you
•the look in a distant friends eyes when they see how much better you look
•feeling dizzy when you stand up and know you’re doing well
•your jeans getting looser
•the number on the scale dropping
•dancing around your room and feeling so light and thin
•looking in the mirror and feeling thin
•taking a shower and looking down to see a slim figure over delicate bones
•feeling like you can finally do something right
and that’s why I do it
(via ethereal-trauma)
